Has anyone had unbelievably real-feeling nightmares about being a parent?! a new mom?! the responsibilities?! Oh my gosh the nightmares. They range anywhere from being an unfit mother...to getting totally hammered drunk and forgetting I was pregnant...to being pregnant one second and the next having a baby that I don't recall giving birth to- the whole labor just gone...to forgetting that I have a baby...to having disabled and deformed children. And I'm sure it doesn't help that I've actually seen extremely neglected and dead babies at work...so that makes it even more of a reality. Perhaps I need a massage! Or maybe a body pillow for restful sleep?